my soul

my soul is black today.

I am not upset but I'm nervous and my nerve allergy emerged again.
Today I learnt that my..., someone in the past has found someone to himself and this is present.

I am a little bit disappointed but I know I forgot someone in the past.

I'm sure I will be OK tomorrow but I can't promise for today.

Anyway if I write I feel much better that's why I start blogging...